It's been akmost 3 months since I last wrote on this blog ... great consistency, huh? And yes, that is me being highly sarcastic ...

Sometimes it feels like I survive by sacasam ... or at least in being able to poke fun at myself ... is this so very wrong do you think?

On the one hand, being able to laugh at myslef has rescued me from many a pitfall I didn't need to experience ... on the other, I am constantly self-ridiculing and bringing up for public scutiny my own personal shortcomings and failings ...

... put like that, a not entirely healthy scenario, right?!? Or am I being over dramatic or annilytical?

Anyways ... from June to September I was taking part in a 12 week group therapy course and that is the real reason for my silence ...

Right now I am at the point of exhaustion where I can't really think, so bed is the only option.

I will be trying so hard to come back to you this week.

All best thoughts.